Pregnant at 46..?

Well, not sure if I want a baby at this age. Listening to a baby crying in the middle of the night and whatever goes on to have a baby and with having a baby isn't what husband and I are planning to do. So to save ourselves from wondering and pondering and talk about the "what if's " every single night had to come to and end.

I never thought that I will do pregnancy test at this time of my life. Husband went to go get the kit from the store and I had to do the peeing part. That wasn't hard to do. In two minutes we got an answer..

Not sure if you can see the negative sign but that's what we got. So one question that left us almost gone insane for two weeks now had been answered and we are quite pleased with the result. He is now able to smile at me. We gave each other big hugs and big smile too.

So now, I am left with all that fun.. standing  in front of a  fan and make myself happy for a little bit when hot flashes wants to remind me that I am on my way to not bearing babies anymore..yah! that's right. aren't I so happy with it.? hmmm. of course!

Husband and I want to do stuff when our son can be left alone which is right around the corner.  I won't count how many more years because when I do, time seems to tick slow..

I still kept my appointment with my guy doctor. I will be seeing him in the middle of September.