Frustrated

Spectacular day it was yesterday. So nice and warm with blue skies of course.One reason why husband traded his home town (Virginia) for it. Hubby was able to clean the pool with the help of Matthew of course. I didn't bother helping them since they can do it all by themselves. They had to remove and clean the pump.  They were successful of course in less than half an hour while I sit under the umbrella watching them with my coffee misserably..haha

 Reason of me not helping them is that I have poor resistant bending over. My sciatica has been bothering me. I really don't know where I am heading to about this problem. I am so irritated every day. I am not able to do gym at all like I thought  I should've by now. I am on third day of my steroids and pain should've lite up by now and it's not.

I have been off of cardio for a month now. It's this week that I noticed I've lost weight. Yes, I've lost most of muscles from waist down. I am not so worried so much getting back my muscles, it's just a problem of me waiting to be healed. I am so restless,can't do much of exercise. I watched husband everyday get on the bike going to the gym. :-(

I looked back with all my problems, they are coming from my back. I have to do some investigation on this. I really want to do a Tri at least once. I guess there's plenty of time to do it and just not push things right now.

I have to leave this page now. I am just rambling here to relieve myself from so much frustrations.